It was very stressful and it really wasn’t for me. I know it was helpful for a lot of you, but there really isn’t much else I can help a lot of you with. I would spend all week trying to figure out what I was gonna teach you guys when I still needed to teach myself new things. Maybe I’ll do step by step shit here on tumblr, like I’ve done before. Honestly my videos just tell you where to go and I explain why you need to do shit for yourself. It really wasn’t me that was being super helpful, I was just making you all aware that tutorials are stupid and you need to actually learn and study for yourself.
I’ll post some practice work and maybe talk about it here, but I’d rather stay away from YouTube. I kind of want to stay away from the internet entirely. Though there are amazing people that follow me, there are incredibly rude stupid and hateful people here that I want to avoid. I’ve decided to be a little bit more of a quiet person and just post my art like I used to before. I’ve exposed too much of myself as a person which makes me very susceptible to the picky and obsessive teenagers that lurk on the internet.
I wasn’t getting as far as I wanted to with my YouTube anyway. I have other things in life I must explore and I don’t want to be restricted to being a YouTube artist/vlogger, because that shit was not making me happy. In the end it’s about what makes me happy, and though you guys are so amazing, I care more about myself and my own happiness. You all will do perfectly fine. Just remember to be independent and curious. Poke around until you find what you were looking for and push to what your goal is. You all are very talented and potential young artists and you can do whatever the fuck you want.
Never been to Texas.